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To Bavet and Back

As a foreigner, I am limited to staying in Vietnam for 30 days at any one time. Because the company that I work for has only just gotten registered and I am looking at a few months before I get something that will free me from that, I guess I can expect to continue doing this for now.

Before I go on, yes there is a 3 month pass that I can get, but it costs US$100 and takes up one page of my passport, and after going to PP the previous time, I thought that making a trip to the border ain’t that bad of a thing for a change of environment.

Ok, so, today I made a trip to the border and back. Decided to go with Mailinh this time. Only thing that I was a little upset about was the lack of a toilet on the bus. To make up for it, they stopped along the way for toilet/petrol breaks so that’s fine. Took me about 2h30m to get to Mộc Bài today. Maybe partly due to weather conditions. The bus going there was very empty, around 10 people all together. Sat alone and just enjoyed some music. Their Mailinh staff didn’t have sufficient English for what I wanted, but we managed to get by with the help of some other people.

At HCMC I had booked a return trip for the bus that left PP at 1:30pm, but I missed it at Bavet (Cambodian town at the border), so I had to wait for quite a long time. Spent the waiting time trying to talk with the Mailinh guy stationed there who could hardly speak English or Khmer. Pretty much just vocabulary he picked up from the job. But I’ll give him the credit for his attitude and friendliness. I used diagrams and body language to make some communication with him. After that he got busy and I chatted with an immigration officer there in Khmer.

Sometimes I really wished I could help all these people. So much that I want to do. Anyway, he said he was taking English classes from a Filipino instructor based in Vietnam who would go to Bavet daily for classes. He paid US$10 for one week of lessons in a class of 100! Thought this is pretty outrageous. US$1000/week to give a class to 100 people just sounds too extravagant. Also found out that approximately 2000-3000 people cross the border daily. Approximating the border to be opened for 12 hours a day, that would make it an average of 250 people an hour. Relatively low stream of locals and the occasional burst of buses.

Spent 1.5 hours talking and waiting at Bavet for the next Mailinh bus. On the return bus, I sat next to a telecommunications engineer based in Siem Reap. He gave me a good 2 hour introduction to mobile infrastructure and some telecommunications stuff which really piqued my interest. I was amazed to find out that his company has rolled out fibre optic all across Cambodia, the only company to have done this. Talked to him about his future and what he wants to do and felt that there was so much more in store for him.

Well that’s my rant for the day.. time to hit the sack!

Just Do It

Sometimes you come across things that you know you need to but you dread to do. The road is laid out and clear. I’ve learnt that forming the habit of just doing it from young can be extremely valuable especially in later years. It can start with something as simple as taking medicine that tastes gross, to crossing motorbike laden roads.

Over the past few years, I’ve learnt that the best way to deal with this is really as simple as “just do it”. Hold your breath, stop rationalising, and just do it.

To all the people from Singapore and other “modern” cities with well managed traffic, want to know the secret to crossing roads in cities like Ho Chi Minh City, Phnom Penh and the such that are flooded with motor bikes? Just step out, walk slowly, don’t stop suddenly, and you’ll find yourself at the other side of the road. Cars are generally not subject to this same theory of avoiding you though :P

Have an awesome weekend!

A Dark Summer

Dark Skies
Photo by mladjenovic_n Flickr user.

It is usually winters that are dark, but for reasons unbeknownst, it seems that a lot of Christians I know have been going through dark patches, myself included. I shall not attempt to enumerate what is happening, but Holy Spirit I ask that you come and bring your light into the midst of this darkness. Come and pierce the darkness with your light and it will have to flee.

God I lift up all my fellow brothers and sisters into your hands. In this trying time I ask for your grace to be upon us that we may come out victorious, strengthened by a deeper knowledge and revelation of who you are. You have paid the price for all our sins at the cross of Calvary. You have given us victory in your name.

Philippians 3 (NKJV)

12 Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. 13 Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, 14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Thank you for your encouragement in the midst of discouraging events. Amen.

真正的相信

今天一位姊妹对我说:“当你知道在圣经话语里是多么的美好时,是多么有力量时,是多么有喜乐时,你就会离不开读经了”

我很久已经知道了这个理念,因为之前也有别的领导这么对我说。我心里产生疑问,我是否太虚假了,就如法利赛人一样?在别人面前表演,让别人表扬?我是否真正的相信:基督为我而受难、这生命不属于我的?为什么连我自己的内心也看不清?

一天一天过着,时间滴答滴答过去,我生命到底算是什么?我是否在没益处的方面投入了太多时间?如果我不能信任自己,怎么能叫别人信任我?